I’m gonna dance upon this earth!

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
I’m gonna dance upon this earth!

Wednesday, February 16, 2005There are several events that CCS schedules for us to help us learn about the culture here in Tanzania, and today we did a whole day of stuff! This is a big field trip that encompasses a ton of stuff and I have really been looking forward to it. We all loaded up in the van at 8:30 and took off for our first stop. Simon, our driver, had not been driving for even fifteen minutes when he pulled over to an empty lot. When we asked what we were doing, he pointed across the field. There stood the single biggest tree I have ever seen! It is a bao bob (?), and they are sacred here in Tanzania. Not only is it against the law to cut one down, but spiritually, it is akin to commiting hari-kari! Simon says that these trees can grow 2000-3000 years old, but this one was only about 800 years old. Can you imagine? Of course, I hugged the tree! Wouldn’t you?!?! One other note of interest, ….when trying to get rid of hexes or evil spirits, people sacrifice animals at the foot of the tree. There was a bucket of something beneath the tree with a million flies in and around it, but I did not move in for a closer look! There are some things I would rather not know!!
Our next stop was a Chagas cave. The Chagas are a tribe of people that were at war with the Masai for centuries. They built a series of caves and tunnels to hide their women and cattle in, since that is what the Masai were primarily interested in. There is one cave and tunnel that leads to the river and is a TWO DAY walk….all underground! The cave that we went to was small with a long ricket-y wooden ladder leading down into the darkness. Once you got down there, you had to crawl on your stomach from room to room through layers of guano. I have to be honest, though, this is definitely second hand information. There was no way, no how I was going down that dark little hole! I really do believe that when I have a fear in this world,, the best thing I can do is try my best to overcome it. I have hiked at night, I have forded streams, I have attempted a 40 foot high cat walk (I could not do it, but I DID try!), I have flown to foreign countries, I have performed in front of thousands, and I have walked through an African village by myself, knowing no one. All that having been said, I was NOT going down into that dark little hole!! Instead, I walked behind two of the huts and met an elderly Chagas woman. We talked for about 15 minutes, (no, she did not speak English!), when all of the sudden she went running off through the banana trees! A few minutes later, she came back dragging a large stalk of corn with an ear hanging off. She had ripped it out of the ground to give it to me! She was so excited that she just kept talking in Swahili until finally Simon came over and explained that she wanted to give me a gift. I was really touched and after thanking her about a thousand times, I stuck the ear of corn in my bag and fed the rest of the stalk to the cow. I may have been scared of the cave, but I had my own wonderful adventure and I am really glad that I got to meet her.
After the Chagas cave, we stopped by a tiny market for 20 minutes before going on to lunch. I was still in pursuit of kangas so off I went to try my negotiating skills. As usual, within a minute, we were all swarmed by locals talking to us and reaching out to touch us. When I found the kangas I wanted, I bargained with the woman for a few minutes before finally reaching a price. Business done, I headed back to the van. It turns out that out of the three of us that bought kangas, I paid the lowest price! Everyone said that it was because I was a good negotiator, but I think it is because between my bad Swahili and laughter, I am the silliest! The market sellers seem to really enjoy that!
Amid groans of hunger, we headed to a small park for lunch. We drove for miles on little dirt roads, dodging the livestock before we came to a metal gate. When it swung open, spread before us was the most beautiful green lawn circled by shrubs and flowers. This was our picnic place, and it was like heaven. We lounged on the grass under a tree eating box lunches that our cook had prepared for us as we garnered our strength for the rest of the day. The next trip was a close walk to a traditional Chagas hut, and it was really neat. The guide explained the burial practices of the Chagas dead, and took us inside the hut to show us how traditional Chagas live. Imagine a round grass and twig hut woven so tightly that no light can come inside at all. When you enter, on the left, there are two pens, one for the cows and one for the goats, and on the right are two sleeping platforms, one for the girls and one for the guys. There is a small fire in the middle of the floor, and a loft above for storing bananas. It was all very interesting, but I really sat up and took notice when the guy explained that HE lived in here!! I thought that it was a display hut, like you might see if you visit Indian Village in Andarko, Oklahoma, but NO! This was this gentleman’s home! Fulgence, our director, explained that in this situation, rodents, insects, animals and humans all lived together in harmony. Hmm…..almost sounds like the Appalachain Trail to me!
After the history part of the day was done, we all went on a hike down to a waterfall. I had spent a good deal of last week worrying about this because some previous volunteers had told me that it was a very steep, difficult climb down and back up. I thought about not hiking it, but I kept telling myself that if I can do a big chunk of the AT, surely I could do this! So, they handed out sticks to everyone, (I took two!), and down we went. Well….it was steep…very steep…..but there were hand rails! And it was mostly giant steps cut into the rocks! Hah! Piece of cake!! Simon told me at the top that he wanted me to go down with him and to go very slowly. After the first five miuntes, I sat down on my butt to go down a steep section. He went’ “Oh!! Be careful!”, and I smiled at him, telling him that I did it on purpose. A few minutes later, he said softly, “you are good, …very good”, and stayed behind with some other volunteers. At the bottom was a gorgeous, huge waterfall, and I settled back onto a rock to enjoy the view. There were about six little local boys down there and they laughed at us all as we splashed in the water and hopped from rock to rock. The weather was hot, but perfect and the sky was a brilliant blue. As I looked up through the trees, I just felt totally relaxed. It really doesn’t get much better than this!
Much too quickly, Simon came to tell me that it was time to go. I had asked him for a ten minute head start so I could take my time, so off I went. The climb back up was hard on the legs and lungs, but not technically difficult. The heat was overbearing, though, so I struggled to get up out of the canyon as fast as possible. When I got to the top, I did the ‘dance of the real woman’, while saying, “tena…tena”, which means ‘again!”. The other volunteers were not amused, but I couldn’t help but feel great. One of the guys asked me it that trail was like the AT, and I explained that the AT was a lot tougher. Steps cut into rock and hand rails are a serious luxury! He just shook his head and said he would never understand why someone would ever want to do that. I just shook my own head, wondering why someone would not want to.
The rest of the day passed quickly with a stop at the gate of Mount Kilimanjaro and a long drive home. As we drove through the darkness, I listened to the music on my iPod. The Burns sisters were singing, “I’m gonna dance upon this earth”, and I was filled, once again with gratitude for my life. I am the luckiest person I know. Good night.

“When all is said and done here at the ending of the day, I look out on this world and it still takes my breath away…”
“Robin’s Song” Small Potatoes

Anna aka Mud Butt

Another African Day-Tuesday Feb. 15

Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Another African Day-Tuesday Feb. 15

Tuesday, February 15, 2005
This morning I made a wonderful discovery! I went To Kilamahewa as usual, and began teaching 1-2-3 etc. The day is beautiful and hot, but there is a nice breeze blowing and we are shaded by the corrugated tin roof over the porch where class meets. The children are in good spirits, but one boy in particular, is being a booger!! He is wiggle-ly and distracted, and basically causing lots of trouble. I finally walked over to him and said, “Ache, Emmanulli, ….hapana, hapana….andika 1-2-3”, which basically means ‘stop driving me crazy!’
When he held up his half-piece of paper covered in about a skillion 1-2-3’s, I turned it over and wrote his name in big letters. “Andika”, I said, and he imediately leaned over in deep concentration. Several minutes later, he showed me a fabulous five-years olds depiction of ‘Emanuelli’, with a huge grin. I immediately grabbed him by the arm, interrupted Mr. Masawe in the other room, and showed him. You would have thought the child had found a cure for cancer!!! It was so great! Mr. Masawe cheered, the class clapped, and I hugged him. Needless to say, he calmed right down and I started challenging him every five minutes with something new. It is amazing how a bored kid can become a perfect student with a little motivation! We ended class with a rousing rendition of the Hokey Pokey and Emanuelli was right in the middle ‘shakin it all about’ with a happy smile. Man, I love this job!
After school, I headed back to the house for an afternoon of chores and such. I needed to do laundry and run some errands, so having some downtime was really nice. When it comes to doing laundry, CCS has arranged for women in the neighborhood to do our laundry. It is a way for them to earn some income, and I have to say, it is a wonderful service! I put all of my clothes in a laundry bag, fill out a sheet saying whether or not I want wash, press, or wash and press, stick my money in, and leave it on the porch. A little old woman comes to get it and two days later I get it back. The thing that is amazing is that they do all washing by hand. No washing machines, no dryers. And they get the clothes SO clean!! A bag of clothes costs about $3 to wash, and there is no way I could do it as well as these women! Traditionally, though, Tanzanians never handle the undercolthes of strangers, so we have to hand wash all of our own underwear.
The afternooon ended with yet another Swahili class. At this point, I am somewhat lost! People of the street constantly compliment me on how good my Swahili is, but that is because they have not met Andrew and John, the two young Georgetown boys in my group. These guys have not taken the first note or written the first thing down, and they remember everything!!! At this point, I am happy to live in the present, (rather than figure out future and past tense), and communicate like a cave man. “Me name Anna. Me American. Me teach childs. Me loves Tanzania much.” I think you get the picture!
Tommorw is a big day, so I am going to head to be early. As for today, well, it was just another normal African day! My best to you!! Anna aka Mud Butt

Anna aka Mud Butt

The Click heard Round the World

Monday, February 14, 2005
The Click heard Round the World

Valentines Day- February 14, 2005
Today it happened. You know, whenever I travel, after a bit of time, something happens and all of the sudden, everything is normal. I feel perfectly at home, and feel like I have lived here forever. Well, it happened this morning. I was in the van with all of the other volunteers headed towards our placements when all of the sudden I felt it. I looked around and it was……normal. Women with giant bunches of bananas on their heads, Dala Dala buses with men hanging out of every window, goats in the road……it was all normal. It feels like I can spend the rest of my time here really being here, rather than being a tourist. Does that make sense?
Anyway……….
Happy Valentines Day! Today we went back to work after a wonderful weekend, and I asked Sarah and Jessica if we can make Valentines Day cards with the kids from the school. Students at Mill Creek HS and my friends Amy and Andy have donated construction paper and crayons and I think it would be a great way to share the day with the kids. After everyone agreed, Mr. Masawe came over to our side of the building and I asked him to explain what Valentines Day was to the kids. In the midst of all of the Swahili, I could hear him saying, “I love you mama, I love you baba”, and having the kids repeat after him. This man is so awesome! He told the kids to make the cards and to go home and tell their parents that they loved them. How great is that!?
It may seem like a small thing, but because of the donations by Amy and Andy and the orchestra at Mill Creek HS, these kids were able to do something they very rarely get to do. In fact, they each got TWO crayons to color their cards with instead of one, and believe me, that was a big deal! Many of the cards had 1,2,3 and Aa, Bb on them cause that is what we have been working on, and they were so proud. They worked on them all morning, and then we took them up to keep them nice until the end of the school day. In general, the kids were a little wild, but I think the excitement of the colored paper and crayons were just too much for them! It was great!
After leaving, Christy and I grabbed some lunch and went to the internet cafe. This has become the favorite thing of all the volunteers. We would rather be doing this than just about anything! I really miss home and my friends and family, so it was a great way to spend an hour. After going back to the house, I took a nap, and woke up to a dinner invitation for Valentines Day! The two young men from Georgetown that are here have invited all the ladies out to dinner, their treat. Isn’t that sweet! So we all got dressed up, which in my case meant that I put on some chapstick, and headed downtown. Supposedly, the Kinderocco Hotel has wonderful food, so that is where they took us. We climbed five flights of stairs to a wonderful roof top cafe and watched the sunset over Kili while sipping wine. Ok, ok….I know that I am in a third world country and that this is not what you had in mind! Trust me….it is not what I had in mind either!!! The funny thing is, after waiting over two hours for our food, Christy and I had to taxi back to the house because she was expecting a call from her husband. So she and I never did eat, but we enjoyed a nice evening out with the other volunteers anyway!
After a quick dinner of Snicker’s Marathon bars, we called it a night and tucked ourselves under our mosquito netting. I hope that all of your Valentines Days were as wonderful as mine!
Love, Anna
PS
“Please tell your friend how grateful we are that she is sharing her trip
with us. Also ask her why people don’t attempt to treat the water that’s
there? I thought chlorine killed about everything?”
As for the water, I am not sure that I can answer it. The locals have no problem with the water at all, but like so many other third world countries, foreigners definitely do. I think it has to do with all of the different stuff in the water which they are used to but we are not. I was planning on bringing my filter, but we were told that it would not be 100% effective against all the critters in the water here. Luckily, they provide us all the bottled water we need, or I would be in serious trouble!!
So far, knock on wood, I am the only volunteer that has not gotten sick, so I am happy with the way things are! I really appreciate that ya’ll are reading my journal! It helps me feel closer to home! Oh…and the coolest thing!!! All these young volunteers are planning on climbing Mt. Kiliminjaro and they are all asking ME for advice! The funny thing is, when you climb Kili, you hire porters to carry all of your stuff, so it has GOT to be easier than the Whites!!! Take care all!!! Love, Anna aka Mud Butt
“When all is said and done here at the ending of the day, I look out on this world and it still takes my breath away…”
“Robin’s Song” Small Potatoes

Anna aka Mud Butt

Sunday Afternoon Continued…

Sunday, February 13, 2005
Sunday Afternoon-2.13.05

Sunday Afternoon-2.13.05After church, we had been invited to Jessicas house for dinner. She has been asking all week, so I know that it is important to her, but it is even more important to me! We walked down dusty roads until we got to a small dirt driveway. At the end was a small group of buildings made of brick. This is Jessicas home and fourteen people live here. The word family, in Tanzania, encompasses much more than it does in our country. Cousins are considered sisters, aunts are considered mothers, and a Tanzanian can routinely have thousands in their ‘family’.
As we walked through the buildings, Jessica introduced us to many sisters, friends, and children. There was fresh laundry hanging on the line, and several of the women are huddled over a small fire in the corner of the courtyard preparing lunch. Jessica’s mother came out and I adored her instantly! She looks just like Aunt Jemima on the syrup bottle, and she is constantly laughing and smiling. When we tell her how much we love her daughter, she just beams. The warmth and love in this family is so evident, and they immediately all made us feel at home.
We went into the main room of the home where there were chairs and couches covered in lace doilys. In Tanzania, very few houses have glass in the windows, and this home was no exception. Flies come and go and all of the sounds of the animals float through the room as we sit in sweaty little puddles. The heat outside is quite intense, but inside, the shade of the house makes it more tolerable. As Christy and I sat on the couches, we heard Jessica struggling with something large and bulky. With a proud smile, she carried a television into the room. Their home is one of the few that has power, and they are very proud to have a TV. She turns it on to the only available station and the sounds of a South African soap opera fill the room. We sat there trying to figure out who was marrying whom, and who was who’s daughter, and before long, Mama Digna (Jessica’s mother) came in with a tray of mugs and a pot of tea. As she poured the tea, I realized that I was about to experience yet another first. Tanzanian tea. Hmmm…..how do I describe this? Well, first you go out and milk the cow, then you heat the milk very hot, add a splash of tea and a spoon of brown sugar granuales. The result is the most…..um….earthy tea that I have ever tasted. Every few minutes, you would have to scrape off the film that had appeared on the top, and I managed to make it through ¾ of the mug before I finally gave up. It wasn’t that the tea was bad, actually it was pretty good! However, I have never had non-pasturized whole milk straight from the cow, and for a girl that finds it tough to choke down skim milk, this was really different!
After tea, Jessica took us out to show us the family’s animals. Three cows, a calf, many pigs both large and small, and a ton of chickens filled the pens in back of the house. However, it was the dogs that I loved the most! Tanzanians have a lot of dogs, but they are kept for guard purposes only. No one ever pets them or loves on them. At first, I was horrified at this, but I soon came to see that it is just a normal part of their culture. Earlier in the week, I had been telling Jessica about my dog Scarlet, and how she sleeps with me. Jessica was truly shocked and said that she could never imagine such a thing. I walked up to one of the dogs in her yard and started to pet it. It immediately rolled over and bared its belly for a scratch. As her tail wagged back and forth furiously, I told Jessica, “See….she likes it! It shows her that you love her, and the tail wagging shows you that she is happy!”. Jessica agreed that she would begin to pet the dogs of occasion, even though I could tell that she thought I was crazy!!! 
We went back into the main room of the house, and soon, low wooden tables were brought in, and lunch was served. We had brought our own bottled water, and the rest of the family drank tap water. Mama Digna opened a large steaming pot filled with rice, seasoned with onions, potatoes, oil, and a little beef. Alongside that was steamed greens, much like spinach, but with a different type of leaf. There were peeled cucumbers, tomatoes, and mangos, and it was all delicious!! I was really touched at how much work Mama Digna had put into the meal. Knowing that we cannot eat any raw fruit or vegetable that has not been peeled, she went to a lot of extra work for us!
After two helpings of lunch, we all declared, “Nimesheba, asante”, (thank you, I am full), and settled back into the couches. Refusing help with the dishes, Mama Digna cleared the table, and a few seconds later came back into the room with a tray held high. Stacked on the tray were six dusty, tall bottles of Pepsi and Orangeade. What a surprise!!!! I knew that we were honoured guests, but these six bottles of soda were a very, very special treat for the family, and I couldn’t believe that they were sharing them with us! Jessica’s father sat back in a chair with a contented sigh and took a long drink of his warm Pepsi. We all joined in, feeling very, very lucky.
After lunch, several of the younger children got over their shyness and came in to see us. We soon began to share the various childrens songs we knew and before you could say “Mary Had A Little lamb”, the entire family was crowded into the living room and we were teaching them the “Chicken Dance”! It was so much fun! We all laughed, and twisted, and wiped the sweat rolling off of our brows. At the end, Mama Digna declared that Christy was her Dada, (sister), and that I was her first born, Sarah was her second born, and Jessica was her third born! With that, she swept us all into a big giant hug and a new family was born. We laughed and called ourselves the Mzungu/Bongo family. Bongo is the word that is used for natives here, and this family was proud to adopt us into their own.
Soon it was time to head home, so we began to make our good-byes. Jessica said that her mother wanted to escort us home, so to please wait for her. A few minutes later, Mama Digna came out in a beautiful outfit and head covering. She was going to escort us in style! We set off down the road, ten of us holding hands and singing. We waved to neighbors, and scared all of the chickens off of the road. Half way home, The smaller children, including the little boy that had been holding my hand, headed back for home while the rest of us walked on. After a few minutes, Mama Digna stopped to help a neighbor with his cell phone and we kept going. We stopped a way down the road to wait for her and when she turned the corner, we all burst into a rousing rendition of the Chicken Dance for her! She laughed and clapped her hands while joining us for the remainder of our walk home.
The day was completely magical, and I cannot imagine anything this special happening for the remainder of my trip. However, who knows what Tanzania still holds? All I know is that it just doesn’t get much better than this!!
Love, Anna

Anna aka Mud Butt

A Rau kind of Sunday

Sunday, February 13, 2005
A Rau kind of Sunday

Note: This is out of order, but I have not had time to finish typing up Saturday and the rest of Sunday. However, I wanted to send this on so that you could read it! I will try to send the rest tomorrow!! Take care! Love, anna 

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Today was the greatest day! Christy and I got up early to go to church with Jessica. I was nice and clean, and off we went. Well, no one told us it was a two mile walk to church!! We walked very fast and I was dying of the heat, but it was wonderful. We walked on narrow dirt roads and through alleys framed in flowering vines. We dodged chickens and goats, and cut across newly-cleared fields of maize. At one point, we walked by a small store and picked up Jessica’s cousin, Baby. A young teenage girl, she kept telling me, “Oh, you are very fat!”. It would have been upsetting, but here, that is a very big compliment! Men walk up to me on the street and tell me I am beautiful! Seriously! It turns out that the size of a woman reflects directly on her husband. If she is thin, the village people tell the man that he is stingy and not feeding his wife properly. When a woman has a baby, for six weeks, she does nothing but breast feed. Her husbands job is to bring her food and wait on her hand and foot. At the end of six weeks, all of the men in town know that this is the day that the woman will wrap up her baby, put her basket on her head, and go to the market. They line up at the bars along the road and wait for her. She literally sashays down the road and if she has gotten fat, all the men clap her husband on the back and tell him he is a good man. How great is that!!?
Anyway, I digress. When we arrived at church, there was a large roof held up by concrete posts. There were easily 400 people sitting and standing under the roof singing. The church only owns a few benches, so most people bring a small stool from their home to sit on. Christy and I, being the only two mzungu there, were regarded as guests of honor, so several people went to get a bench for us to sit on.
You have to picture it¦a bright blue sky, cool breeze, and green trees and palms all around. Cows from neighboring homes are mooing and the sound of chickens and goats float through the air. The breeze smells like a combination of freshly-turned dirt, sweaty people, animals, and hay. The people look like a grand splash of every imaginable color known to man! Everyone is in their finest and there is nothing in this world that can rival the sight! Women wear multi-colored kanga and kitenge, two or three at a time, with no thought of them matching in the Western sense. Most women also have head wraps or scarves on, so the sight was quite brilliant.
This is a Catholic church, and mass was two and a half hours long. In Swahili.
At one point, I thought that they were saying the Lord’s Prayer, but an hour later, Jessica leaned over and said “This is the Lord’s Prayer now,” so I have no idea what was going on earlier. The singing was, at the risk of sounding terribly corny, heavenly. It was not like the music that I have heard in other masses. It was two and three-part harmony African singing. It was the one time on this trip I wish that I owned a tape recorder so that I could share that sound with everyone at home. Sickness, illiteracy, and poverty melted away. Hundreds of people singing together, in a church that they were building with their own hands¦.you could feel the joy emanating from the congregation. It might well be one of the most special things I have ever experienced.
Twice during the service, we all processed up to the make-shift altar to make an offering, once for the normal offering and once for a fund to complete the church construction. Each time, as I walked back to my seat, elderly women would reach out and grasp my hand. These women look like the pictures you would see in a magazine of any tribal elders. Wrinkles deeply etched, toothless smiles, and hands malformed by years of hard work and arthiritis. As I met each ones gaze, she first looked surprised and then delighted when I smiled at them. They seemed so grateful that I greeted them, but the truth was, I was the one overwhelmingly grateful.
Later, Jessica said that many people wanted to come greet us, but that they were ashamed that they could not speak English. Can you imagine?! I am in their country, and they are ashamed that they cannot speak MY language?! I am trying to speak as much Swahili as possible, so as to put people at ease. Until 20 years ago, there was a 98% illiteracy rate here in Tanzania. In the last 20 years, Tanzania has built many schools and a university, so the literacy rate has increased dramatically. However, it is a good chance that anyone over the age of 40 has had little or no education, and they are painfully aware of the fact. This is very evident when we meet people, and I am struggling with how to let them know that my meeting them is a much greater honor than they can imagine and that I am in awe of them regardless of their education.
This email has become kind of long, so I will continue it in the next one. For now, it is enough to say that this amazing day is just getting started!

Love, Anna
“When all is said and done here at the ending of the day, I look out on this world and it still takes my breath away…”
“Robin’s Song” Small Potatoes

Anna aka Mud Butt